Sharlene

Sickening

2011-05-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

I seriously I dunno did I owe u in my previous life. U r a very antique human in this world. This is the first time I Met such a gal like u in this world..." as I can dun wanna argue with u cause I'm giving face to my Darlin. But I sincerely hoPe that u can stop Ur nonsense n spreading to the whole world with different stories. I think u seriously love to eat prata. A dead fish u can say until it come back to life. Pei already giv u the money which he is nice enough to giv u to hab a clean break. But u dun hold Ur words. U still kept SMS him m telling him stupid stuff. Wads the point of telling him about me n Derek n Joseph? This is seriously a very childish act. No matter wad u SMS Charles, he will forward to me n tell me. Trying to dirty my name? 我问心无愧. U can continue to say anything you want to. I will just take it as u r singing. Charles say That he trust me. So wad u gg do again? Ask for another lum sum of money for breakup fee? As both of us can tell u. We Gt nothing, but money. U wan u got the ability u take. We won't stop u. Just to say, 人在做天在看。看你可以侮辱我们多久。I wont do anything as my conscious is clear. So I won't be as childish as u..

again n again,

2011-01-21T02:10:00.000-08:00

i've already forgive n forget u. but why do u hav to kept sms me when i hav put this r/s down..

been days since u last smsed me.. hav trying to forget but y till im gg to giv up u sms me again telling me whether wanna go back to ur side or not.. n nw u mia again.

if u r insincere for me gg back to ur side please fuck off. dun sms or call or contact me. leave me alone n let me lead a peaceful life without u.

i've already forgive u, n pls dun make me hate u nw.
i dun wana drag this anymore, if u are sincere, i will get back to u, but i seriously can feel that.. just end it if u wanna toy me around. stop making my life difficult. i even till the extend of changing my display pic to u n me.

i dunno y i still have the feeling for u. i still hav the urge to go back to ur side if u ask me to. i may look strong on outlook but im weak inside.

so dun take advantage of my weakness n make my life difficult.

... TO my EX bff JES

2011-01-20T05:21:00.000-08:00

为什么有些人类会这样?

specially to Jeslyn
since i saw my name in ur blog i dun giv a damn putting urs to.
firstly, i believe that the childish person is U not ME.
secondly, wads the problem with u even i like ur HUB LAST TIME ? cant u just straighten ur mind??! i NVR FORCE him to BE WITH ME??! Thirdly, U R THE ONE WHO TOLD YING that u feel that u STOLE someone I LIKE?! we still got the conversation on hand. U KNOW WAD U DID BEHIND MY BACK! MY CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR SO I DUN GIV A STUPID DAMN. I STILL REMEMBER, there's one uR BELOVED HUB ask me whether r u a nice gal or not. I still told him yes. a very nice girl n friend. i dun really understand Y U BECOME LIKE THIS? or all along u r like this n i still dunno u well? if thats so i tell u, i really regret knowing U. I STILL GIVE MY BEST WISHES TO U N CHARLES WHEN IM ON MSN WITH HIM. but wad i got in return is all those RUBBISH U POSTED ON UR FB?! wad is this? i believe that ppl will say ugly things bout me, BUT, comments to u are UGLIER! this i can CONFIRM. ok. i dun bother u n him getting hw well gg ROM or wad.
JUST again. BEST WISHES TO U TWO N LAST LONG SINCERELY FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
BUT!, Stop being childish n telling the whole world stuff between u n me. U KNOW WAD U DID.

weee. hhaha

2010-05-27T10:43:00.000-07:00

off day today!! hahaha. suppose to meet leon for blading session today.end up he too nua thn nvr go.
slept till 4 plus than watch tv at home. haha. met Louis, WeiZhang for dinner! they fetch me go old air port rd to eat HOkiien Mee. heehee. after everything, louis drove us to geylang there take wei zhang's car. than off to seletar to chill.after awhile shao wei took cab over to meet us and bought ice cream for me! so happie. home sweet home after that. heehee. time to sleep... cause WORKING tml... LOL <3>

2010-05-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

so happy ytd.

off on the sat and sunday.

suddenly received a call from ying ying.

met him and his palia hubby at compass for kopi session.

after that called leon also. than force kelly to come down.

it's been sooo freaking long since we 3 sista sat down tgt and talk cock sing song.

realli love it. haha. after that leon sent me to rivervale. but after that he went barrage to meet his friends and i called kelvin to come accompany me for supper.

end up supper at adam rd. Mutton soup. hahaha. thanks bro.

heehee. today work work till super tired llo... im waiting for mie pay day. wanna get my iphone!! lol. it has been one yr i broke up with him. n nw im contacting him back. lol. feeling weird. haha. ok. that shall be all for today. lOves.

PIssed!

2010-05-12T14:42:00.000-07:00

sharlene teo is super pissed with TAN ZI AN

unable to contact him just now.

get to know that he went drinking with his colleagues just nw at lavender than switch to boat quay. after sms me awhile he suddenly mia! so worried. scared that he get drunk or wad.

call him but cannot get through, sms him n no reply.

look for ruth, elaine and dennis for help. lucky denis was at boat quay.

cab down to boat quay luckily i manage to get him. he was enjoying there with all e filipino's sluts n bitches there. c le also tu lan.bought a bottle of beer from UP than went to The Audition to look for him.after that sent him home. n he still dare to say 'wad r u angry about'.

suddenly feel giddy n fall in his room beside his bed.. had a knock on mie elbow..

already not feeling well before that plus angry n worried n he duno wad im angry about!

felt super giddy at his place n having chest pains n breathing problems n he was sleeping soundly. thinking he must be super tired n i took mie bag n left his place.

first time opening his house door mieself..

feeling super sick.. reach home around 4am n nw i finally got to sleep.

nites all. a super SICK, PISSED, ANGRY but WORRY the most day..

=)

2010-05-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

so surprise that im such a guai gal TODAY!
haha. i never go out nehs. and mie bi is havin fun drinking with his colleagues!! lol.
enjoy lo. hahaha. so bored at home. these few days wanna be pa pa de guai nu'er lo.
suddenly not feeling well just puke not long ago.. feel that my body is getting weaker and weaker each day.
dunno inside machine spoil or wad. just dun wana go doc!
i miss mie baby so much lo though i just got to c him yesterday. but seems so long lo.
baby bought me an instant camera few days ago. haha. cause he made me angry.
and the day before ytd he made me angry again. wanna forgive him but still bit bit angry.
haha. sleep and eat and fb for the whole day lo. rotting soon! wondering wad to do tml. haha. feel like going bugis kai kai lo... veri long never go shopping lo.. but no money. super budget. not shiok at all when shopping.
dun even feel like going out... sian.. hope to c mie baby soon lo!~ heheee

true.. very true.. cope from ying ying blog.

2010-05-04T11:41:00.000-07:00

Guys can forget but won't forgive ;

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed.
If you're quiet, he don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy.
If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease.
If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're immature.
If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue.
If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore.
If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over.
If he cheats, he wants another chance.
They're basically the same.
Guys drink to forget about girls, girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love they become poor, when girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive, girls can forgive but can't forget.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

Lurf lurf

2010-04-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

CONGRATZ to Yan Ping n Ming

haha. went their ROM at aranda cc. haa. kinda happening but not mi n ruth type. hahah. suppose to met ruth at 4plus. but due to the heavy rain. only manage to meet her at 6.

and yan ping rom starts at 6.30... lol. reach there around 7plus. hahah. late!! lol. bought one champagne for them. loll. chill there awhile with ruth awhile. after that dear dear come pick me up. went hougang for dinner than home sweet home. thanks dear. heehee

last day in dbs!

2010-04-21T09:08:00.000-07:00

mie teamz!!!
me n sathia!~

mi n leena!~

mi n lisa pass!!

at breeks!!

melissa lim

melissa n mi!~~

work there since feb 19.... lol. just tender ytd n today is mie last day.. lol.
a fuck up company after all. but i cant bear to leave all mie lovable colleagues..

nearly break into tears when i say bye and hug them just nw....

all the best to them in future nahs..

lisa tender today with immediate effect meaning she no need to give one day notice..

took half day today. meet jasmine, melissa, nurul, lisa and nadiah for farewell lunch at harbour front Breeks.. hahha. eat until full full. let office at 6.15pm. din have the chance to say bb to others cause they having meeting... sad... took mie pillow back home. miss them.. they are all realli nice ppl. all those i that lunch with me at breeks are mie darlings..

wondering when than will be able to c them again...

reach home found out that mummie work until 8pm.. sms moo moo c whether he wanna meet me for lunch at compass point ajisen. hahah. wanna bring baby go down walk walk.. but weather not veri nice.. the floor damn wet.. moo moo come over mie place dwnstair than we off to compass for dinner. CRAY FISH pasta! as ppl who knows me well will know that i LOVE to eat ajisen!! heehee. full full le than home sweet home! din smoke after eating! kinda surprise lol.

stomach upset these few days.. tml will be going taka for interview.

hope everythings goes well for me!! loves

wahahahahah

2010-04-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

UP for 2 days! omg. damn. become a super regular there liao!!

met denis at compass for dinner than he wait for me at mie house downstairs for me to go up n change than go UP!! hahah. so bored there until ruth came!!

miki, ruth, denis, james, lawrence, andy and jack! all mie entertainer n more.

some maybe i left out. hahaha. enjoyed ytd. open one bucket before ruth came. after that gorden blue martell! lol. drink drank but never drunk. haha. after everthing jack send me and ruth back home! thanks for him being our personal driver! haha. oppps so bad. toook alot photos ytd. just upload a few bahs!! heeheeee.

pissed or sad

2010-04-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

get to quarrel with someone that i dun wish to..
woke up around 2plus today.. din take mie lunch anything.. until i receive a call from corn,
asking me whether wanna go lunch with him or not..
met him at hougang mall n lunch there.. ben and kelvin was there also. 4of us took train to suntec for a walk. louis was there with his friends also. met him for a smoke..
supposed to go pub with ruth denis n all.. but end up the time cock up..
all ask me to wait wait n wait.
for ppl who noe me for long. the thing i hate the most is to wait. expect me to stone at suntec alone for 1hour plus? called kevin.. he ask me if wanna go rebel with him.. end up i text denis ' im going rebel' like this i also kena scolding.. text him that i wont jio him for pub or club anymore cause im realli damn tu lan in waiting ler.
kena scolding from him.. saying that mie mum spoilt me doesn't mean that he have to spoilt me also... i dn do anything does he have to say until so mean. end up i din go anywhere.. just cab home straight from suntec.. nw still feeling moody.. since u say im pampered. just leave it.
nvr mind.. we dun owe each other anything..

30th march!~

2010-04-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

haha. mie actual big DAY!!

mmm. let me recall wad i did...
ok. work on the 29th than met kelly n ying after work..
mmm. celebrate mie bd at mie house. after that jeslyn came also! haha.
presents presents!! around 11plus. mie bro ronnie was here also. haha. so happy.
though this yr is a small celebration. but im glad that mie loves and close ones are there.
hahah. ronnie came for awhile than go off lo. went to UP at boat quay after that.
drink drank drunk again. ruth, melvin, denis, gary and some of their friends waiting for me to arrive!! hahah, kinda fun. but puked. dammn it. hahaha.
nice bd this yr. looking forward to next yr.!

april fool day
same thing happen. met ruth n went UP again.
they have a singing competition there. denis join also.
hahaha. after that home sweet home lo. nothing much to do also.
wanna go clubbing. but to some reasons, im back home instead..

2april
mmmm. woke up around 2plus and saw dozens of miss calls in mie phone.
first reaction * SIAO im suppose to meet jasmine at 1130 at bugis to go msia together!!
immediately call her n she gave me a damn! lol. hahaha. after that we met at 4.45 instead.
went jusco for shopping.hahaha, she is mie joker of the day. both dunno the directions dare dare go msia in the night. luckily nothing happen! lol. call jack to fetch us back from woodlands centre at 11.45... end up he was waiting for us at the interchange at CAUSEWAY POINT...
lol, walk up n down n jasmine was nagging all along. loll. say all mie fault, who as me to wake up so late! hahah, but she repeated that for millions of times le la. used to it.
walk back to the woodlands train check point the taxi stand n wait for jack. while walking, jasmine kena pock by one of the trees branches. pocked through her slippers than kena her leg.
one this is, she's veri calm. never scream at all. and she put her hand on mie shoulder n say * eh. help me plucked it out leh* lol. i was like laughing like no body business la.. jack fetch us to yisun for dinner at hongkong cafe.. and another joke happen! jasmine kena pocked until crazy, she was entertaining the waiter in the cafe. make me laugh until i cry. can c mie tears drop down.
we call the guy mi mi yen. the worst thing is, jack join in the fun. he say, eh. she wants ur number! i on the spot laugh like no body business! lol. after eating we went bishan prawning.. end up we drink there instead of prawning. lol. after drinking home sweet home. n i left mie shoes i bought in jb in jack's car. lol. really laugh for the whole day yesterday. going bersek.

hey.

2010-03-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO ALL~!

me n ruth
me n denis

me n denis

melvin n his friends

gosh! me n ruth again

we just love taking photos!~

melvin n ruth!~

went boat quay for a drink with ruth, melvin, denis, jack and some other friends.

meant to give me an advance bd celebration. haha. cause sad thing that my bd falls on the tuesday. lol. reach boat quay around 11plus. first we open 2 bucket of beer.

after that melvin open one bottle of chivas specially for me to celebrate mie bd.
lol. was drunk like duno wad. but still must thank them. haha.

after boat quay. we went dragon fly. reach there around 3plus 4. ruth din manage to get in as she never bought her id... she left from there n i stayed there n dance n melvin open another bottle of martell.... lol... cannot tahan. already puked 1st round at boat quay already...

after dragonfly denis sent me home.

today woke up around 2 plus.. thanks to ruth afternoon call. lol.

bomb jack's phone. ask him wad time he bringing me to msia.

haha. he reached mie place around 5 and we reach msia around 6.

actually he intend to service his car there. but the workshop close lo.

headed to city square for a walk. took our dinner and kenny rogers'

quarter chicken~! catch a movie there. forgot wad show is that lo.

its actually a comedy la. cantonese movie.haha. din really understand.

so tired lo. hab to look at the english subtitles. hahaha

but its a super funny show. expect there de theatre veri lok kok. but overall still ok la.

cause its msia CATHAY. ahhaha. bout 2 packs of cig to survive in singapore. some chips and chewing gums. hahah. home sweet home after a cup of mocha blend at coffee bean.

thanks jack for accompanying me the whole day. hahah. time to rest lo. so tired.

working tml lo. anyway. i will be inviting a few of mie friends to mie place for a mini celebration for my bd! those interested can give me a call. warmly welcome! i will really appreciate if u guys come! loves to all.

last but not least. thanks to all the person i mention in this blog.

u guys cheer up my day!

a break

2010-03-26T15:46:00.000-07:00

surprisingly. this is the shortest relationship i've been to.
everything goes too fast.
i dun even had the time to breath.
u mind my past but u take it as u dont. saw ur post n everything in our blog and facebook.
i no need u to accept mie pass as i did that before i noe u.
but u r taking it as im betraying u.
its time to grow up. u r 26 but ur mentality is like younger than me.
a normal man reach 26. they will have their own goals n targets.
but wad is yours? mahjong n gaming all day long?
im enough of all these rubbish n craps.
all i wan is a guy who can give me love n basic financial needs.
u pass the first one but u failed the next.
but after thinking. i think u only got 50 marks for giving me love.
im looking for a guy who can support me.
not to support him instead.
i've been working like a dog in dbs.
but i just feel that u r jolly well playing mahjong n gaming all day long.
this is not the thing i wan.
i wan a bf that full of embitions. not slacking all day long waiting for the time to pass.
i feel that my decision was wrong that night.
should have know u better before i accept u.
as i said everything goes too fast.
i still haven got the time to digest it.
im thinking of a long term relationship.
not those short ones.
so i've been considering.. if i continue with u.
i 90% will have to suffer with u.
though some ppl say couple should go through up and downs tgt.
but for this case. i've been working so hard.
but i dun c u doing anything.
i dun think u deserve me to be with u.
a super high maintenance girl with u.
i cant even support myself.
dun u expect me to support u too.
maybe u will think that im a materialistic girl.
but in this world nw.
who dun think of themselves first before others.
as i always ask love or bread first.
nw i choose.
bread. i got a family to contribute.
need to save for mie own allowance.
wads more add on another for mieself.
so from today onwards.
i will be annoucing officially.
i wan a break.
sharlene teo is nw officially single again.

happy day?

2010-03-19T13:01:00.000-07:00

me n ALEX
me n CORN CORN

woke up n tummy upset again.. smsed mie head to take mc.. woke up around 9 plus n bring baby down poo poo. after that around 6plus when corn corn reached my place i bring baby down let him c. end up olive poo poo. n corn corn had to help me kio sai for her. hahaha. after that bike to hougang to meet alex than took train to park lane for dinner n pool. enjoyed ourself there. played till 12plus than we walked over to the cathay de starbucks for coffee. after that take 6N night rider bus to hougang than he bike me home. hah. tot baby will be asleep. so shoke that i saw her at my door step. she like super excited. leadge her n bring her go downstairs stroll awhile than carry her back. haha. i just love her. she really can cheer up my day. thanks god for sending her to my family to bring joy n laughter.

stupid dog ' olive ' < cheer up mie life >

2010-03-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

haha. mie bro's gf suddenly bought one doggie home in the midnight last few days. so super duper cute!! its a girl girl. hahaha. woke up late today. call in office n took half day off. woke up around 9 plus n bring olive go downstairs poo poo n shh shh. haha. after that patrick send me to work. came back around 7 and i bring olive go downstairs walk walk. she's too fat la. just a short distance she like battery fat. haha. end up i had to carry her home.. lol. nw she's enjoying her new bed n treats. lol. super good life doggie. nick name- olive, ah pui, fatty, stupid dog

love

2010-03-17T07:08:00.001-07:00

love is aint so simple anymore.. u make me fall in love.. but u make me run away from it also..
wad r u actually treating me as.. find me when u wan.. if not just throw me aside like no one..
if u realli dun wan this r/s anymore. u can just tell me.. i will give up.
i hate myself for putting so much feelings in this r/s.. all the ups n downs..no more puppy love like last time.. no more dreamland stories.. all happen to change when i fall in love with u.
i really regretted.. if i noe that this r/s will hurt me so much. i wont ever give it a start..
as im going to end it so soon.. just an answer yes or no from u..
do u still love me? thats all i wan to know.. do u still wan me?? do u still wanna continue like the past? just a simple answer.. if yes.. i will take it as nothing happen..
if no.. than i will just give up..
hope that u will give me a reply soon..
thanks.. love ya

2010-03-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

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loves

2010-03-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

to be continued after that tiff.

went rivervale n i walked home mie self.. told dar dar everthing n her understand. we r ok lo! so happy. went dear dear house at 6plus. though im veri tired. but i still force myself to be awake to go over his house n meet him. feel that mie dear is back. accompanied him n i fall asleep at his place. woke up around 12plus n i cab home. bathe n stuff till 2pm.. supposed to meet leon for lunch at 2.30pm at rivervale mall. but i din manage to wake up at 2.30.. haha. woke up n saw 4 miss calls n 3sms. shocked. n it was around 5plus. met leon for lunch at rivermall at 6.20 for long john. just reach home. so tired.. hah. guess my dear dear is asleep nw.. haha. poor thing lurh him. have to wake up ard 12plus to go do some stuff with his bro n sis. haha. nw than get to sleep. heehee. dear dear. love ya! hope that everyday will be like this!~

mood= moody

2010-03-13T13:43:00.000-08:00

went boat quay met kelly, angeline n her bf. after that jack heng bought us to the pub * UP
saw ruth n her friend there at UP. after pub went dragonfly for clubbing. but disappointing is tat fly the songs all damn stupid. changed to powerhouse after that. saw stella n sheraline.. dance there for quite awhile n mie friend sent me to plaza to meet dear dear..

had i tiff with him.. i feel so dissapointed.. so happy when i was on my way there to meet him.. but in the end we r sitting separate tables.. he was with his friend talking and im sitting at another corner dazing.. i feel that im super transparent.. so i left n walk home.. expect him to chase me back. in the end i still walk home alone.. did i do anything wrong.. he said that he's not in the mood to entertain me. told him wad i feel.. but in the end.. his reply was.. " nvm bah.. forget it. i don wish to quarrel... makes me feel so sad more than angry.. im the one who is suppose to be angry.. but in the end it seems that it becomes my fault. i really wish to understand u more.. but u just dun open ur heart to accept me... been asking myself whether should i give up. but in the end i still cant bear to. wanna be there for u.. but u dun seems to care n treat me as im not there.. just tell me wad am i suppose to do.. im really lost.. really hope that we dun quarrel n cold war like this anymore can dear? maybe im in the wrong to walk off like that.. but pls put urself in my shoe.. if its u, wad will u do.. i really hope that this quarrel n cold war will come to an end.. just to say again.. sharlene will be there if u need her.. she loves u..

2010-03-13T01:52:00.000-08:00

i will never ever believe in love anymore. there's no such thing in this world.
everyones only protect n care for themselves. they wan ppl to concern love n care them but they r not doing the same thing to their partner. nw i believe love is damn selfish. i've always wan a companion to be with me through ups and downs.. but i realised that there's only ups n NO downs. been wanting to know u more. but u've closed urself up. wondering n doubting am i the key to your life. everything seems so fuck up. through work, friends n bgr.. i duno if im able to stand up. its not the first time i've been hurt. been telling myself not to get hurt. buti still cant get rid of it.. so im going to tell myself. im not gg to fall in love again. never! always felt that im the most happiest girl when im with u. but y must things goes this way. im really stressed up through this kind of life. u changed.. maybe me too. im not going to be like the happy go lucky girl anymore. been like a clown to make ppl laugh.. but who's going to cheer me up. no more. not going to be a busybody girl n clown anymore. never ever.

stress

2010-03-12T03:50:00.000-08:00

never been so stressed before... nearly breakdown n cry in the office today. this is the first time i feel so tired after work. hold my tears till i got home..everything seems to be so easy in the first month. nw more n more challenges waiting for me.. targets n ot comin .... wondering if im able to make it... din believe that i will doubt my abilities.. but im really damn sucks n useless.. all mie team members manage to hit but not me... i still need mie senior to help me.. today is a stress cum fuck up day for me... im realli veri tired... wondering if im able to work at dbs for long.. its seriously damn stress.. reach home n breakdown in front of mummy. cant hold anymore.. smsed jie jie n she say slowly learn.. but to what my manager say time is money.. somemore im still under probation... duno wad will happen on monday... really really veri tired... stressed out to this job.. but im going to be strong. cause there's more challenging things waiting for me ahead. not going to be a tortise. going to face everything strongly.

work work

2010-03-11T01:33:00.000-08:00

just trying to be funny in the office~~!!

my TEAM!!~

in the lift~!!

me n stella~~!

me n nadiah

our smoking area!!~

the day before stella's last day at dbs. though we din know each other for long, but she's a veri friendly person. haha. smoke smoke tgt. tot a few of our group photos including our team leader melissa. from office to our smoking session than to our office again. haha. camwhore. even in the lift. hahaha

Thai~~

2010-03-11T01:20:00.000-08:00

went bangkok on the 4th to 8th march!~ with granny, grandpapa, yiyi and my whole family including my bro's gf. hahaha. 9ppl. super fun. shop like free!
hotel at baiyoke sky!~ the highest hotel in bangkok! can c the night view. super duper nice. haha. night market is just downstairs. bought super alot things there. all super cheap. but hot. haha. went to pray also. take the so call cab call ahah. super dangerous but fun. bangkok is nice but the ppl there nw change lo. all very rude. lol. <> hahaha. jie jie zi tao say" fuck u" hahahahaha. damn funny. our daily life there is sleep wake up go eat. after that shopping than massage than eat than shopping n eat n sleep. haha. tried the thai massage there. haha. soo shy lo.. must take out clothes one. lol. heeheee. but damn comfortable!! hahhaa. nice trip!!~ but come back the next day go work ler. nw still damn tired lo. still in the shopping mood!! weee

im BACK!!!

2010-02-28T09:06:00.000-08:00

THE ROCKS ONES

me n mie new friend at KL CLub <>

me n JASON

ME n SERENE TEO

Me SERENE N BEBE

ME N JIE JIE

OUR GROUP

THE GIRLS

haha. went msia on the 26th feb friday!! haha. work on friday as usual but i hour time off early. train to tanjong bahru to tower1 dbs to find jie jie n all than cab to golden mile for our bus to KL!! reach KL at around 12plus than had our dinner there. veri happening trip. from dunno mie jie jie friend till ah ka liao! haha. da jie don, leon, joe, nicky, bebe and another gal. dunno hw to spell her name. having fun there. eat, club, gamble, sleep and shopping!!! all happening n friendly ppls!! haha. nice knowing them. realli enjoy mie trip there. after all, thanks to mie beloved sis for paying for all mie expenses!! NOTE: KL de club all is 21 yrs OLD!!! even ZOUK also!! damn it.
so i din manage to went into zouk even we tried to bribe the fukcing bouncer!! but in the end we went to PULSE! nice sexy place!!!!

4th day calling in dbs bank

2010-02-24T04:14:00.000-08:00

been working at dbs as sales aquisition for coming one month plus training n stuff.

damn hard to hit target lo. call about 100++ ppl per day. makes me sick of talking on the phone after work lo..

how i wish i got a mr right to support me.. been single for months.. getting lonely le lo.. lol.

miss mie love life last time.. got ppl to concern me n care me after mie tired days after work.. but end up is go home straight n sleep.. lool. sounds pathetic right. god bless.

is it really that hard to have a guy to love, care n concern me?

hais. sian nahs. today got 3 mails n 3 couriers.. hope tml will be a better day thn.

nite nite

hello

2010-02-20T23:03:00.000-08:00

hello peeps.

kinda long since i last blog yea. leaving it to rot.

hahha. anyways. been working last few weeks.. damn tired n shag...

started calling officially on last friday lo. results aint good.

not as good as i expected lo... haha. aniwae, pratice makes perfect.

- jeslyn. girl. cheer up dun think so much. im always there.

-mars. dun be crazy. im always there for u too. just a call i will be there if im able to. cheer up.

aniting can just tell me. my ears is always open for u~~!

2nd day at alexandra!~

2010-02-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

hello all, im back!
today was the second day of training at alexandra dbs.
haha. very slack today as my team leader not in lo.
but super bored. went to work with jasmine and sat beside her chat n cock for the whole day~
did abit of role play with one of my stuff. smoke and break like free.
suppose to end work at 6.15 but me and jasmine left at 4.
went to paya lebar e this fashion n bought 2 tops n one legging.
after that went to sing post n buy some facial product from ( Melaleuca~)
spend a hundred today n im broke!!! nw watching show on the comp..
wondering if my corn corn meeting me later or not. hahaha. miss him!~
thats all for today! good luck to me on monday cause i will officially call and start work! hahaha.
wondering how my first call will be like!! the system was so damn hard n complicated.
stressed....!!!~

2nd day of work

2010-01-26T05:45:00.000-08:00

haha. today is mie second day trainin at dbs bank. hope everything goes well in future.

report to work at 10 n start mie training around 10.30am. lunch with sis n her friends at manhanttan at marina square. aha. kinda nice n filling. after lunch go back to office n continue the training. ends at 4 and home sweet home. sleep like a log. too tired.. haha. looking forward to tomorrow!~ aha.

Seashell seashell!~

2010-01-20T14:25:00.000-08:00

picked this seashell at east coast. put it tgt and hang on my neck.

purposely find 2 similar ones. hope to give it to my another ideal partner. wondering when the day will come. haven even find one lo.. gonna kept it. cause i really find it nice. a new way as a gift to my love ones. one for him n one for me. though its not those expensive gift. but its priceless.

hope to find my mr right soon! jia you to me!~

anyway, din manage to meet rachel for some personal reason. but met kelvin for breakfast n just got home. he bought me go hougang for laksa cause im craving for it. thanks kel. though the laksa sucks. haa. hope tml will be a better day for me!

work?~

2010-01-20T03:51:00.000-08:00

woke up around 12 plus cause got an interview at 2.30 at DBs shenton way.

haha. took a train to tanjong pagar than walk over to the building. met jie jie there and she bought me in to the room. haha. kinda scared lo during the interview. dunno hw to answer the person when he questioned me.. lol. but luckily i was shortlisted n start my training on the coming monday!~ haha. good luck to me yea. wore formal seems so weird la. veri bu zi zai. haha. after interview met louis and jervis at compass for brunch. Pizza hut~ hahaha. after that chill awhile than home sweet home. wondering if im meeting rachel later. hahahaha. =)

nice day for me!! haha. looking forward to my working days!~

sHALENE NAH

2010-01-19T00:32:00.000-08:00

haha. yesterdae went to tpy to meet rachel for dinner. haha. wana go eat mie fried prawn omelette.. but too late le.. the stall i wana visit to close lo. than we cab to tpy lorong 8 to try our luck. but still dun have.. than we cab to tpy lorong 6. still dun have. haha. so unlucky lo.. dunno wad happen ytd. die die also wanna eat my prawn omelette. hahah. after that buddy zi jian, desmond and ah zhang n friends bike over tpy find me than bring me go chomp chomp eat. hahha. din get to eat mie prawn omelette but fried oyster omelette instead. haha. thanks buddy anyway. after eating went plaza to do some stuff than miie kakis all go lo. left me n zi jian. hahha. went labrador park to slack n he bought my favourite ice cream for me! ben's n jerrys!! ahaha. chocolate fudge.!! haha. super high! i just love to eat ice cream! especially the cookie dough flavour. but yesterdae the petrol station dun have.. sad sad. hahaha. thats for yesterdae.

as for today, my bb rachel gave me morning call at 2.30... so tired lo... cause need to transfer cash to her for some personal reason.. hahaa. nw im broke!! money money money. where r u!~~
later night time will be at tpy again.. why am i always there. hahaa. ok. thats all for today. anything to be continued later or tml!~~ haha,

Lurf Sharlene
Signing off..............

Omg

2010-01-17T19:58:00.000-08:00

seashell picked by chrissunrise

haha. just reach home.

the day before yesterday went to henderson bridge with all mie bike kakis.

till morning 7am reach home... lol. after that nap awhile n went east coast park with chris.

build the tent there n relax. alot mosquitos lo. haha. kinda fun. never sleep at all. so long since i last lie down n look at the sky with stars. so nice. hw i wish the time can just stop there..
after stars wait for the sunrise. everything seems to be so peaceful n beautiful. but too bad time wont just stop there. took a few pics of the sun rise. but nt very clear.. lol. kinda happy today.

will be going tpy to meet rachel later! c ya all.

Sick...

2010-01-15T09:02:00.000-08:00

went compass to meet louis n friends for coffee at starbucks today. super tired..
watch drama until 11am than 3pm wake up...
after coffee slowly bused to toa payoh to meet rachel. kinda surprise. omg.. my god daddy never work there ler. so sad, dunno when than will get to see him..
waited for rachel to finish her work than chit chat.
met jonas there also. talk cock with him..
saw jack at tpy also. so drag him to eat dinner tgt. haha.
me, jonas n him went tpy de mos burger. maybe im too hungry.. ate too fast..
reach home than vomit every thing out.. due to mie weak stomach n low blood.. im nw like a vampire. haha. bed time.. gonna sleep ler. nite nite to all.!

Club CLUB club.....

2010-01-10T02:18:00.000-08:00

Me n Javier
Me n Mr Fab Fab

Fabian me n Louis

me n fab fab again

3threesome

went powerhouse for birthday party today. saw gor gor friend n javier and nicholas n some of mie friends there. kinda happening ytd. after clubbing went another place to drink. just got home n its now 6.20pm. lol. my bed is calling me. time to sleep. hahahs.

nice day~

2010-01-08T09:42:00.000-08:00

woke up around evening today. off to kampong bahru to meet kelly, jonas,junde,alfin,shannon and tze wei for a drink. open one tower only lo. hhaa. damn stupid. after than me tze wei, shannon and junde went to ajunied cresent to meet jeric n his gf. after that home sweet home. heehee. though its kinda stupid to go all e way to kampong bahru and open one tower only, but enjoy talking crap with them. hahah

Weeeyouwee!~

2010-01-07T05:41:00.001-08:00

HAPPENNING DAY FOR ME YESTERDAE! lol .

went interview at tamp in the morning than meet kelly and jonas in the afternoon.

met them at vivo to chill n walk walk, super random from kelly...

we went Daiso, than kelly suddenly say wanna go bbq when she saw those bbq stuff. off to giant to buy all the food and everything than shoooo to East coast... lol. super last min la. haha. and im wearing heels.. bought one $1.95 slippers. hahah. so uncomfortable la. hahah. but thanks kel. cab to east coast n reach there around 7plus 8. bbq till 11 plus than chris come over to meet me.

super random again.. he suddenly mention that he's going powerhouse. so i tag along. hahaha. this is the first time i wore like this to club la. haha. so weird. make up all drop liao. shows all my pimples on my face. damn ugly. make me mei lian jian ren. ahahaha. after powerhouse me chris n friends went hougang for supper than home sweet home. a super random n happy day yesterdae. ahaha. but today mie dad give me a damn for coming home late. LOL. hope tml will be a better day for me!! heehee. loves. special thanks to kelly chris and jonas. heehee.

New life

2010-01-05T11:30:00.000-08:00

BOX AWAY MIE OLD LIFE~!!!!!

i shall continue my life without u.

i will forget u.

i will lead a new life.

=) Jia you to me!!!
tml going to tamp for job inter. gonna work again!! yeah~!
n i gonna make my blog alive again!!!~

woke up at 12 plus today. met chris for movie~!
mie first time sitting bike lo. sounds mountain turtle lo. hahaha.
wanna try our luck at vivo.. but no more ler.
than we change our target at cine ! haha. watch the 11.45 show.. alvin n the chipmunks!!
so cute lo. hahaha. All the SINGLE LADIES x2. hahahah
after than he fetch me home. heehee. tml will be a brand new day for me~!!
will be going tamp for interview than meet jonas n kelly for DINNER at Vivo again....
hahaha. i will never let relationship thingy make me down again. this shall be the last time.
so all playboys that wanna hang out with me, just FCUK off!!
nw the life i wanna lead is WORK HARD, PLAY HARD!!
Special thanks to Chris, Tw n Friends, Kelly and Jonas n Ying. for being my side and going out with me!! I L U!!!! big Kiss to u guys*Winks*

Sianx.

2009-12-28T02:15:00.000-08:00

time to upload mie pic. been clubbing, pubbing these few weeks. one week 2-3 times in club n pub..

Shar

2009-10-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

went clubbing with ruth, kai xiang, yan ping and her bf. get to know the head bouncer. free entrance sio. hahaha. yan ping come over mie place to pick me up around 11 plus than go mac for dinner. after that off to st james straight. dance like mad with yan ping there. damn shag. n today have to wake up early for work. slept at 5plus and woke up at 7am. like hell la.. lucky today onli half day work. if not i think i'll just die in the office... lol ... jack come over pick me n ruth up. bring us home.. reach home bathe and die on the bed.... slept for 5 hours plus! damn shiok. nw feeling damn sianx.. think going out soon behs. hahaha. photos to be updated soon.

2009-09-20T13:47:00.000-07:00

me n mr bensondrunk .....

me n lingwei

lingwei, me n bro

wonder, alvin n me!

after puking in the toilet.. taken by lingwei...

a kiss from her outside st james..

wow.. its fucking 4.47am in the morning.. but i cant get to sleep.. sat night went boat quay with friends than off to stjames. fucking drunk.. cant walk in a straight line.. damn it.. shi jie dear come over pick me up to boat quay to meet ryan n all. around 11pm off to stjames. met Jun there. after that gor n his friend come over. dance n drank there.. face damn freaking shag.. lol. thanks ling wei for taking care of me! puke in the toilet. after clubbing went G7 eat supper. Wonder sent me home after that.

as for today.. mmm.. woke up around 1 plus.. evening shi jie dear come over to pick me up than went to hot import night at expo. not veri happening todae.. met ruth n her friend n philip from Roar Lubricant. hahaha. after that accompany shijie dear go do his car thingy than home sweet home. yupp. wondering wad to do tml.. damn it...

MY WORK KAKIS!!~

2009-09-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

work at bukit merah since august 11 till nw. hah. everyone is treating me well. all veri friendly and veri sayang me. treat me like their mei mei. always help me also. haha. though the pay aint that much. but i enjoy working there. thanks xavier for fetching me to work always. haha. so lucky to have u as a buddy. heehee.

anii car servicing or maintainance or wad shit can come n find me yea.!! haha, must support me!!

thanks for viewing nahs. take care to all. sry for late update. realli dun hab the time to.. after work reach home sleep ler. so forgive me!! heehee

stress..

2009-09-07T08:47:00.000-07:00

kinda stress these few day... money, relationship, work....
just took mie pay on sat.. onli work for half a month.. so mie pay also half...
give dad dad, sis n bro $.. pay for mie fucking bill... n i only left 200plus to survive for the whole coming month... not even enough for cig la damn... eat grass liao lurh...
sian diao.... nw mie mind is thinking of MONEY MONEY n still MONEY.... haisx.... who can help me!! lol.

shag.

2009-09-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

4 Sept. bro birthdae. but i still hab to work.. so shag.. after work went home than go Jumbo at east coast for dinner. 20+ppl la. so weird. some i dunno der.
Shi Jie come over meet me after mie dinner with mie family members than off to st james. haha. bro celebrating his second round birthday there. duno he open how many bottles of toa pao there la. haa. saw javier, jonas and desmond chong there. with their different group of friends there. lol. kkinda fun. sprained mie leg in the club damn it. haha. Shi jie looks kinda bored there. so guilty. actually gg watch movie de. somemore he bought the tickets online ler.
haah. 26++ dollars la. haha. in the end went club with me.. he cannot drink and dunno how to dance. haha. i feel so bad lo.. he fetch me go geylang eat frog porridge than home sweet home.
the most sian one is i reach home around 4plus 5. and i hab to wake up at 6plus next day to report for work!!! lol . but luckily shi jie fetch me to work. haha. feel damn bad..
yesterdae he fetch me to work again.. than he fetch me to watch final destination 3D. ahhaa. reach home around 2plus yesterdae. eyes cannot open. hahaha. thanks alot yea shi jie. heehee.

shaR

2009-08-31T19:48:00.000-07:00

should i just accept him to forget D?
he's like my ahmad, fetch me to work and fetch mi home from work.
bring mi to karaoke n sing song., fetch mi go drinking n cheer mi up.
he ask mi to be his gf.. should i just accept him??

我真的好累阿。。。

2009-08-30T19:08:00.000-07:00

wondering how long if im able to accept the fact... looking at couples holding hands, so loving and sweet.. envious. and i will think of him again.. wad am i exactly thinking... get mieself drunk on sat night at boatquay with jack n his friend.. thought i'll feel better if im drunk... but i think of him more.. all the questions inside my mind unsolved... went home around 4am on sat.. wake up prepare than off to mie cousin's place.. her 21st bd. =)
actually im a super sociable girl.. but yesterdae i just sat at one corner.. looking at all those couples... just stonned there.. ask Aaron to come over fetch me home.. he reach around 9.30 and we off to bedok cause he wanna take something from his friend.. than off to chomp chomp makan...

我只是要以个很单纯的爱情。。
真的很难ma？？

我真的很傻

2009-08-29T05:00:00.000-07:00

我想知道这样你能开心吗?
我不想你在我的爱里受了伤害....

so silly of me. but im just lost.
went to work as usual today.. work till 1plus.
waited for Aaron to come over to mie work place to fetch me.
off to ILUMA to catch a movie G.I joe. kinda nice. but too tired.. kept forcing myself not to fall asleep. din have a mood to sleep.. cant sleep at all.. will wake up in the middle of the night.. im really really veri tired... nw im wondering if Nicholas coming over fetch me for supper or not...
alot ppl jio me out today.. clubbing.. drinking.. shopping.. all mie favourite. n today is sat.. but i still prefer to stay at home.. need some peace.. tml will be going to mie cousin's house. her bd celebration.. there goes my sunday.. n monday back to work.. i hate this kind of life...

我努力的扬着

脸孔

- 试着让眼泪不往下流

- 别往下流 -

- 不安的感觉到什么在我生活中不再相同 -

不相同

- 想要说却还沉默

- 伸出手无法触碰

- 天空突然一

片辽阔原来你是真的已经离开我

- 在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活

闭上眼让泪水滑落

此刻你已真的永远离开我

- 在另外一个没有我的世界

- 自由的走

- ● ●

我努力的扬着脸孔

- 试着让眼泪不往下流

- 别往下流 -

- 不安的感觉到什么

在我的生活中

不再相同 -

不相同

- 想要说

却还沉默

- 伸出手

无法触碰

- 天空突然一

片辽阔

原来你是真的已经

离开我

- 在我不熟悉的世界

过新的生活

闭上眼让泪水滑落

此刻你已真的永远离开我

- 在另外一个没有我的世界

自由的走

天空突然一片辽阔

原来你是真的已经离开我

- 在我不熟悉的世界

过新的生

活闭上眼让泪水滑

落此刻你已真的永远

离开我

- 在另外一个没有我的世界

- 自由的走 -

haisx

2009-08-28T20:05:00.000-07:00

hoping that time will really wash everything for me.. all the memories stucked inside my mind.. thanks to ying for ur concern.. though u guys think that he's a bastard.. but he's still one of mie beloved afterall. just give me some time to forget him.. wondering if im able to.. feeling so xing ku.. though sad.. but i still have to act veri happy infront of mie family member, friends and all.. suffocating inside.. thanks desmond dad dad too. thanks for the sayang inside ur shop when i was crying in the corner.. thanks for all the care... i hate him for making me fall in love with him so deep.. sick but still have to work.. puke n nearly faint in tpy yesterdae.. everything was like a dream...... hw i wish i can sleep forever without waking up.. ying. u must be damn tu lan n feeling that im damn childish right? no worries. i wont do anything silly. just that i need time to forget him. loves n thanks..

1week since i last saw him..
missing him is easy
forgeting is hard..
will forget him.. but hw long do i have to suffer more...

Cai Ling is in COMA nw.
nw is sharlene who's in her body nw..
a human without a soul..

2009-08-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

6days already. but im still missing him. wad happen to me.. hais.. hw i wish time can go back.. so sad.. cant help it.. just miss him.. still love him.. he's still the hubby in my mind.. hais. hubby oh.. i miss you..

ling ling

2009-08-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

everybody ask me to be strong. to be the old Cai ling. im so touched.. so many ppl around me supporting me along. especially mie family, ying and some of my close friends. i sprained my leg but i still can laugh. thanks alot to all. i shall lead a brand new me~it time to grow up nw. not a young girl anymore. shall persue the things i wan~ make a goal for mieself. not living for others but for mieself n mie family. so sorry that i made u guys worry bout me. but nw, im going to do all the best in my life. still the same logo.

''WORK HARD AND PLAY HARD" thanks to mie family who hab been accompanyin me when im down. realli veri touched.. todae was a veri busy day for me.. kept running here n there.. till my slippers nearly spoil.. lol. 5 plus jie jie called n ask me whether i wanna go steam boat tgt at bugis or not. i noe that they wana cheer me up. cause i've been craving for the tom yum soup base for super long. thank god for giving me this lovely family. n nw, im not walkin alone. there's alot ppl care and love me. thanks to all again. i shall rest early yea. ta ta

2009-08-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

kinda sad just now.. looking at the photos i took with him last time.. realli no chance to get back tgt? hais.. was crying hard infront of the comp.. called brenda and chat with her. thanks darling.
was thinking whether mie decision was correct or wrong.. hab to put a strong look infront of all mie friends.. realli miss him alot. miss the hug.. miss the days.. miss everything.. hw i wish time will go back.. but its so impossible.. crying n still crying.. always think of him when im alone.. when im in a quiet spot.. tears dropping.. heart bleeding.. is it going to end so soon ? just next sunday will be our 5 month anniversary.. y things turn out like this.. mie heart is so painful nw... was thinking of our happy moments every second.. is it my fault or yours.. im still puzzled.. will god return u to me? i miss the way u call me baby.. the care, love n concern u gave.. its so hard to accept that u left me.. its too sudden. hw i wish i can get u back.. all ppl around me ask me not to think so much. cause i cant hold my tears.. but i cant forget u.. im stong in outside but weak in inside.. im just a normal 18 yr old girl.. but i hab to force myself to accept it.. its so painful. cant sleep, cant smile happily.... where's the cheerful cailing.. seems like im just a corpse moving around with no feelings, no emotion.. dun even hab the feeling when mie hand was cut.. am i still alive?? been telling myself to be strong.. but i cant... please dun say sorry to me anymore. hw i wish i still can call u HUBBY. i really miss u.. i really love u.. am i able to get u back.? can i? ? haisx... mie heart is more painful than the cut on my hand... tears are all dried up..

derek oh sin hoe
forever the only hubby in mie heart..
i wont ever forget u...

2009-08-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

The crazy ones..!!

Me n Joy

The Guys!~~

feeling of loneliness.. thought able to hab a nice weekend.. end up alone in the room doin nothing.. raining outside.. wad a waste.. cause im only off on sunday.. end up rotting at home.. luckily i played like mad yesterday. so its ok. hee. went clubbing with shi ming, ryan and some of their friends. kinda packed yesterday. but was damn fun. hee. next week going rebel yea! yupp. as wad i say, when it comes to work, WORK HARD. when it comes to play, PLAY HARD. yeah. anyway. hab to thanks stanly for sending me to boat quay yesterday. save on mie cab fare. haha. shall end here. am i able to forget him totally...??
no choice.. but to force mieself to...

FCUK U

2009-08-21T18:18:00.000-07:00

U R JUST A BIG MOTHER FUCK ASSHOLE.

I'll NEVER EVER FORGIVE U. WATCH OUT!

Sharlene Teo Cai Ling is nw officially SINGLE. will be living her life to the MAX.
Play and work hard always~!

fuck off bastard.

Today Mood. = Sad

2009-08-21T01:52:00.000-07:00

im so heartbroken.

im so lost..

i need you..

i wan u...

first time blogging in mie office..
and i nearly cried infront of the comp.
but i hab to hold mie tears hard.
im so xinku..
walking though alone. bitting mie teeth trying hard to be strong.
but i still need u..
i love u..

tired and sick

2009-08-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

woke up ard 6plus as usual for work. train and bus to work.. had mie luch with adrian and ruth at mie god mum prawn mee stall at bukit purmei. off back to office and do mie work.. kinda stress. to many things for me to do. but its good. im able to learn more things. hubby changed over one night. lesser sms from him.. no calls from him. he never even ask me how's work. where r u.. never use his sweet voice to call me 'baby'.. never.. he just say.. im tired and stress.. wanna think of his future.. but did he ever think of me? hw would i feel? and when he say he's stressed bout me.. make me to have the feeling that im bothering him, a burden to him, a girl friend that made him stress.. any thoughts when he said that.. it makes me so upset when u say i made u stress. and when i sms u, u said that u're tired... actually wanted to go over tpy.. but i just dun wan u to feel that im pestering u. thats all. but im afraid that the time is up...

muahahahs.

2009-08-17T06:23:00.001-07:00

hahha. sorry for the super long update. hee. let me start from YESTERDAY!~~

thank god i got mie hubby. hee. sunday is mie off day. finally can wake up late. haha. dar come mie house over night. he work from 10-2. haha. he woke up around 9 and left mie house with mie sis bf. i sleep until 12 plus. super shiok. haha. after that hubby say he got surprise for mi when i called him. haa. he bought a nokia E63 phone for me!! so surprise. cause mie LG ice cream kept giving me problems. haha. thanks hubby. off to meet hubby at 2. after that went dhoby. wanted to watch movie. but the show we wanna watch all selling fast. so we decided to watch next week.hah. went mjphosis and hubby bought a bag for me. hahaha. so happie. i love u hubby. thanks alot alot.

TODAY
Woke up at 06.30am.. cause habb to reach mie work place at 9am..... wake jie's bf up at 7 and left house at 7.30 tgt. he tongpang me to little india than i took train from there. haha. reach mie work place at around 8.45.. sit at the hawker with the technician head and drink green tea. haha.. than he fetch me in to mie work place tgt with his so called porche '' van'' hahaha . so nice of him right. hahaha. all mie powerpoint gone due to the electric thingy.. all never save.. damn it..
manage to finish mie powerpoint on time.. lunch go makan with ruth our boss P.A haha. her treat ba ku teh. haha. than i treat for the drinks.. haha. too pai seh liao. 6pm. finally fan gong liao..
off to compass point to buy a note book for work purpose. ask mummie to accompany me !! bought MOS burger de clam chowder soup and fries ! hahha. thanks mummie. i love u.!!

i miss mie hubby. hubby. thanks for everything!!

2009-08-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

supposed to be a happy day for me..
1st- from today onwards. mie position was changed from cso to sales n marketing assistant
2nd- mie veri good wei lin come fetch me from work and to dinner plus shopping at bugis.

But...
sent a veri happie msg to dar.. but he blamed me for not callin him.. mie phone died cause no battery.. i've already damn tired after everything today.. but nw problems again.. haix. already tried mie veri best to go home early.. but due to the traffic jam from bukit merah to bugis is like fuck head.. just eat alone took me 1 hour plus.. and walk to look for mie shirt around.. wanna look around c got any formal long sleeve for work..1 hour eat.. 1hour shop around.. reach home around 10.. wanted to hear hubby oving voice.. but end up i cried when talking to him... i dun think im in a wrong. i've already said i'll sms him when ím back home.. and he said he'll go collect accessories with his boss. nw im stressed enough.. tml i still have to wake up at 6.30 am.. nw im not CSO anymore. sales and marketing got more work to do.. i got 1500++ customers to call through.. all the powerpoint.. letterhead.. brochures, flyers, car decal, decoration all i have to do... always ask me to stand in his shoe.. but.. do u ever tried standing in my shoes.. nw all i wan is support from u. just a happy talk calling me ''baby'' over the phone. but all i get is.. '' think about it when ur sleeping at night, stand in my shoe'' i realli got nothing to say as i really damn tired.. all i need is a rest, a good sleep nw..

SHAGGGGG!!~~

2009-08-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.45 todaY... So F**king tired.. eyes closing. wake da ting up and took cab tgt. he sent me to little india than i took train to Habour front... shag sia.... was damn early for work today. i m the first few one to reach. 15mins earlier than start time... doinn power point and letterhead.. decal and brochure. din manage to finish everything. tml continue bahs... im sleepy sleepy still sleepy.. i miss my past slacking days!!!! lol. nw waiting for hubby to come over. he da pao tou hua for me!!~ i miss him..!!!~ i dun feel like working office leh.. think few weeks later i ask mie gm to change mie position to sales and marketing nahs. CSO realli super sian.. invoice.. bill.. and use MICROSOFT EXCEL!! one of mie lousiest software! ahahaa.

muahahasx

2009-08-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

yesterdae hubby night time come over mie house stay. woke up ard 6.30am in the morning!! lol. super SHAG today!! mie sis bf aka mie god bro tong pang me n dar by cab to little india. dar take bus at little india home. hahah. i took train to harbour front. missed the bus at the bus terminal. lucky i reach mie work place on time. haha. so tiring today.. =(

CONGRATX ME

2009-08-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

haha. woke up 8 in the morning. shit sia. 10month plus never wake up so early. super shag today. went bukit merah for job interview. took lrt than change at outram than change to commonwealth than take cab in. waste mie money. cause i dunno where's that place. interview success.. start work tml. omg.. working hours 9AM - 6PM... wondering if im able to wake up tml or not........ waiting for hubby to come over. he's staying over at mie house tonight. kinda tiring day today.. travel from sengkang to outram park than to commonwealth.. after interview trained to toa payoh meet mie hubby.. left his work place at around 4 plus.. cannot tahan.. took cab home instead of bus.. hahaa. god bless me for tomorrow yea! hah. i love hubby oh. thanks for ur support and everything. muacks. ya! another good news for me. i Sharlene Teo cailing created an account at VIWawa. hahaha. play Wahjong. ahaha. and i ''HU'' haha. so happy. a good start.!!

ling ling

2009-08-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

today veri good girl. whole day at home. rest and sleep for the whole day. tml will be going bukit merah for interview. heee. wondering how to go bukit merah. kinda confuse. kinda ulu place. haha. wondering whether mie interview will success or fail. ahaha. wish me luck yeah. been jobess for coming 10month plus. ahahha. last job is at royal bank of scotland. ahaha. training for 2 days jiu go home ler. haha. wanna be a good girl ler. gonna step into the society ler. mie jie bf also say i cannot nuah at home ler. must be a big girl nw. 18yrs old lol. hahaha. hope that everything goes well for me. =) god bless me yeah. gonna sleep lo. habb to wake up at 8am tml. hahaha. jia you Sharlene Teo!! wish me good luck yea!!!

hubby ask me ''u know why u work??''
i say ''MONEY''
hubby replied. '' crazy, u work to spend time'' u need money i'll give u.'' so no need to work so hard'''

haha. xie mu bah yea? hahaha. but to me. if i wan, i'll do the best! haha. thanks hubby for ur concern. i love u!!

Sharsharshar 傻凌

2009-08-06T03:38:00.000-07:00

haha. a silly name for mieself 傻凌!!!~

mm. start from yesterdae.

Yésterdáe

woke up around 2 plus. went to hubby work place. sit sit and talk cock there.

haha. had a silly thoughts.. lol. use Désmond dad dad de chop to chop me, hubby, weiqi and dad dad de hand. nothing much better for me to do. lol. wait for hubby to finish work.. off to his house and wait for him to change and prepare than he sent me home and he stay overnight at my place. muahha.

TodáE

hubby oh 9am wake up and prepare for work.. left mie house around 9.15

Another big kiss on mie forehead and cheek when he leave the house. so sweet. hee.

nuah on the bed unwilling to wake up. but dad dad and mum kept shouting at me, sis and sis in law to WAKE UP... cause todae must pai my grand dad dad and grandmama. wondering wad day is it.. death aniiversary or wad... lol kinda blurr. all mie papa side de uncle and auntie also come over. super noisy. cant even let me sleep in peace after the ''pai pai'' session.....

out with ying around 2plus 3.. went over to dhoby to buy mie eyelashes de glue.. bought another pair of eye lash again. lol. like got 4 pairs de la. haha. kept changing as and when i like.. ate mos burger de yakiniku rice burger for lunch. took a puff outside dhoby mrt than home sweet home cause ying got to work at 6!! lol. tats all for todae la.

TA TA~~

ah shit that

2009-08-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

rot at home like no body business again.. playing mie word puzzles.. mahjong session today again. since noon till nw.. wondering when they'll stop.. just came back from compasspoint with mummy. bought herbal tea and eye lashes glue. but shit that. i bought the wrong one. waste money. haha. wondering whether this can work or not. later half way drop out. miss mie hubby lots. today din get to see him.. tml will be at tpy as usual la.. as if im working partime there. haha.WITHOUT pay. just able to accompany hubby. one insurance guy from preduntial approached me. introduce me job recruitment de la. haha. so weird. aniiwayss thats all for today la. =)

ling ling

2009-08-02T07:26:00.000-07:00

woke up around 9 plus cause hubby going work. a big kiss from him before he left mie house. haha. so xingfu de feeling. hw i wish everyday will be the same. haha. i love him. off to sleep again cause my eyes cant realli open. lol. wake up around 3plus. on the comp and do stupid stuff.lol. farming on facebook and chatting around on msn lo. just happen to receive matt's msg. dinner at compass de mos burger. haha. mel and their 2 friends there also. da pao long john and buy cig for gor gor than home sweet home norhs. =)

LING!

2009-07-27T00:42:00.000-07:00

haha.Yesterdae met ying at kovan de mrt platform than off to vivo!~

kelly fly us aeroplane lo.

suppose to be 3 sistas outing. shit her. lol.

never c ying for like 9months plus ever since i grad from ite. haha. took quite a nuber of photos tgt. haha. talk cock and window shop for the day. lol. no money. each of us bought one eyelashes from daiso. super cheap. haha. realli enjoy yesterdae! haha. get well soon ying. =) i left vivo around 8 than off to tpy meet mie darling. afterthat home sweet home. =)

ZOOO

2009-07-23T01:58:00.000-07:00

super late update. hahah. so sorry. busy cum lazy to update. lol. shall upload mie zoo pic than. hah. went zoo with mie hubby few days ago. due to mie short term memory. i also forget wad day already. haha. a super smelly and hot place there. lol. but its kinda fun. 2 ppl walking around and looking for a spot where can smoke. but in the end these's no smoking corner!! lol.

2009-07-13T03:18:00.000-07:00

sick since yesterdae.. vomited 2 times.. mummie say i got abit fever.. todae actually going zoo with dar. but last min change of plan.. he gotta work. cause nobody open shop today and he say he'll go with me tml. been rotting at home for 9 months. no work no skool nothing... wanna go get a job seriously.. but economy so bad.. everytime take money from mum and dar also pai seh.. hais. this yr is a fuck up year for me.. wad can i do.. daily routine, sleep, watch tv, eat, go tpy... dun even have the money to go for mie hobbie club and drink also. even have dar dar also bu fang xing me to go... =) everything needs $$.. damn

6 July 2009

2009-07-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

dar dar the night b4 stayed over at my house. next day wake up go over his house wait for him to change than off to dhoby for movie. watch'land of the lost'. a veri funny show. hah. ate our dinner at pastamania. shop around and we bought a ring. haha. name engraved on it. haah. so happy. after that go over tpy find dar dar de friend kandy. off to supper at amk. than home sweet home. =)

happie first time prawning in my life

2009-07-05T02:39:00.000-07:00

went over to dar work place. he wan me back. can c that he's veri sincere. so i decided to give him another chance. hope that the same thing wont happen again and he'll treasure me more. =)

he stayed over night at mie house yesterdae. before that we went prawing with bro, sis in law and bro's friends around 12 plus. i caught 11 prawns!!! hah. beginners luck! back home around 5. and dar dar have to wake up ard 9! haha. feel so sorry for him. hee.

MY SINGLE life!

2009-07-02T00:16:00.001-07:00

Gonna lead a single life nw.

wondering if i made the right choice.

met Rave at Vivo. and i was late for half an hour.make him wait for me again. im so sorry.

who ask him to stay so far. veri hard to gauge the time. had our lunch at long john silver.

aniihow walk around the mall. finally , we decided to go over to thiong bahru plaza to catch a movie. we wanted to watch the show 'land of lost' but in the end we watch 'ice age'. hah. a veri cute and funny show la. after that home sweet home from there. =)

Single Life for Sharlene nw! start my life anew!

2009-06-30T12:16:00.000-07:00

no more attach. single nw.
am i really too demanding?i dont get it. just wan love, care and TRUST.
i shall continue my life than.
time will cure everything.